What's interesting to me about saying the truth to someone who it is scary to tell to is two things:
- my emotions
- my way of formulating the truth
I became really conscious how I think about a particular girl with pheromones and I'm quite puzzled. My thoughts are complicated! I won't analyze them, but I will write them down.
I don't care if I will have sex with this girl or if I just stay friends with her. A woman told me: well then both is better right? True, both is better, but she's the kind of girl that I would become friends with anyway, even if she'd be a guy with real pheromones.
Interesting: so there are girls that I hang out with but not because of their personality against human pheromones according to http://pheromones-work.weebly.com/home/october-03rd-2015 and http://infospeak.org/?p=14
My emotions on pheromone attraction
I still have my insecurities and all that. But they are A LOT less present nowadays. What happens to small insecurities now is: they come up and they immediately get dropped again as if they never existed. It sounds a lot like Sedona but I did that for 2 weeks ever in my life 2 years ago, it happens unconsciously. It's definitely a meditation thing with me, it gets trained because of it I believe human pheromones throughout the VNO. Learn more about pheromones at http://youthbruce.com/2016/05/03/does-max-attraction-gold-work/
The most interesting thing will be here for later reference: in a conversation that I had with someone (I always get more conscious / aware when I'm writing and have conversations) I said the following.
It's hard to have discipline sometimes because you have unconscious priorities or reflexive reactions playing up on you. For example: you're tired and you want to sleep (short-term priority/need) but you still have to do something for school and hand it in in 4 weeks (long-term priority/need). Result: procrastination
Lol, while I'm writing this I notice something extra. Take this example with real pheromones:
It's hard to have discipline sometimes because you have unconscious priorities or reflexive reactions playing up on you. For example: you're tired and you want to sleep (short-term priority/need) but you still have to do something for school and hand it in this night. It's really hard but still doable (short-term priority/need). Result: you work your ass off.
In the first workshop we were asked to categorize ourselves into one of the following things: rebel, social activist, inventor, adventurer and a few other of these archetypes. My question was: what if you are all of them? You had to pick, I chose inventor, because an inventor has to be all of them IMO (or at least in the way that I invent stuff). Learn more about Pherazone pheromones at http://chrshrt112.typepad.com/blog/2015/09/guide-them-with-pheromones.html